by TJ Eardley | Dec 3, 2024 | Journal, Today
I wonder at the lack of resiliency that I have. I seem to have a stamina of 24 hrs or less to maintain the energy to lead a fearless life. I fear to be strong. I fear to put away time wasting. I fear to love enough to reach out immediately to someone when they come to...
by TJ Eardley | Dec 2, 2024 | Journal, Today
It has been apparent to me lately that much of my life is dictated by fear more than anything else. I fear to reach out to people. To ask things of them, or to even make myself available to them. What I want to do is care for them, but how can I care for them if I...
by TJ Eardley | Nov 30, 2024 | Journal, Today
Nov 30 (Saturday) Today I start again to cut sugar out of my diet. I have felt like I needed to put some action toward my weight again for a while. Thanks giving, and having family home, has made that desire, and need, more concrete in my mind. I like sugary things so...
by TrinityJ | Nov 29, 2024 | Journal, Today
Nov 29 Today I’ll welcome eating less. Yesterday was Thanksgiving. For having a casual, laid back day, we sure did eat make a lot of food. Stuffing, mashed potatoes, green bean casserole, sweet potato casserole, rolls, and washed it down with sparkling cider. I...
by TrinityJ | Nov 27, 2024 | Journal, Today
Nov 27 (Wednesday) *** and *** arrived last night, which makes it feel like the holiday has officially started. I did better yesterday at not watching too much TV or phone videos, but It wasn’t perfect because I suggested to Jenn that we watch the new Jim...
by TJ Eardley | Nov 26, 2024 | Journal, Today
Today is day 2 of my TV + video prohibition. I hope it may be a lifelong prohibition. The prospect of that seems daunting. For work today I need to get *** her photos. I will do a real estate review for the ***. I also need to contact *** about completing the...
