Sundays have become such a blessing to me. I’m not sure I have ever felt the renewal that comes from trying to keep Sundays’ holy as much as I do in this phase of my life.
for much of my time in the church I have attended, and enjoyed, church on Sunday. But a big part of my motivation has been a sense of duty and a sense of example, not necessarily a sense of yearning. But at this time of my life I find a solace in going to church on Sunday. I feel like these are my people. I feel it especially on fast Sundays. There is an energy that comes with the act of fasting.
Life has been very full this year.
All of the kids are out on there own, forging there way in this world. It is easy to feel disconnected when they are away. I think I have not wanted to feel as much lately as I could.
Work has become such a consuming part of
my life. I have more frustration in my work than I ever have, and thoughts of “why me” start to sneak there way into my thinking. It’s easy to feel like I’m having more than my share of negative things. But taking the time to think about the last 7 months, it’s very easy to see how the Lord has blessed us and provided for us.
I have wanted so much to be an ‘on-purpose’ real estate agent. I would just as much or more like to be an ‘on purpose’ disciple.
